you're not alone.....

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You (HQ官方版MV)

2010-12-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

2010-12-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

^^

2010-06-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

好久不见

2010-04-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i blog.. since.. 13th oct 2009???
because my new journey of life started since then..
gosh.. time really flies.. faster than anything u can imagine...

i duno what to post..
i duno what to tell..
i duno what to share..
i duno what can be shared what cant be shared...

since when i am so .....uhm.. duno how to describe pun...

i miss Rachel Tang...
i miss whoever u know who u are
i miss Susie Wong...
i miss Bujang Lim..
i Miss Edward Lim..
i miss Ida Lim..
i miss Bryan Thian...
i miss Mark Thian...
i miss the Amy Lim i used to be...

Don't Ever Give Up Your Dream

2009-10-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

One day at a time

this is enough.

Do Not look Back

and Grieve over the Past,

for it is Gone....

Do Not be Troubled

about the Future,

for it has not yet Come....

Live in the Present,

and make it so Beautiful

that it will be Worth

Remembering.....

By Ida Scott Taylor

一个字

2009-10-11T17:15:00.004+08:00

SORRY

Weeeeeeek 7~!!!

2009-10-09T10:20:00.005+08:00

*
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***
****
*****
alamakalamak!! @@
Week 7 is coming...
everyone gona be mad like cow...
final is coming..
jury is coming..
and i m not ready at all....

to all my frenzz...
大家一起冲把~！！！

AI PIA JIA EH YIA~!
hahahhahah~!!!!

chew chew chew~!

2009-10-03T18:08:00.004+08:00

happy moonlight / mooncake / or lantern festival???

happy mid autumn?? (in chinese translate)

lol..

getting so blue mood today..

emo in everyway..

thats why i type everything in blue...

i woke up quite early

student came to my house for lesson 8.30am in da morning

and i m so blurrrrrrrr

thn i start prac violin cos noon gtg for major

dim sum with lisa for lunch

thn drive to klcc

thn "ZA DAO"...

but teacher is not in klcc

back home .. on9..

read blogs... read tio qiqi punya blog

and i kena "stun"... tears start droping out..

lol....

why m i so blue...

missing my family...??

jury coming soon???

final coming soon??
duno duno..

"i in prob" or " i int prob""

grrr....

going out soon for dinner....stil duno wat to wear..

ophs~!! cheer up cheer up~!

the "ng" boy boy birthday celebration

2009-10-03T17:20:00.007+08:00

first of all

sorry for my delay posting

i should post this 3 days ago... lol

"NG" boy....

SHIN HONG<< thats his name

A VIOLINIST (dangerous specis in usci)

NEVER STOP SMILING GUY

and ALWAYS "ng" IN EVERY WORD

rambutan = rambutang

violin = violing

lilian = liliang

吃午餐 = chi wu chang

he pronounce everythg by adding "ng"... how funny?~!~!

try it~!

haha~!!!!!

anyway... HAPPY SWEET 21st~!

me and elizabeth

eli = drama queen

TongKeat starring at her while she act her drama

giving out present ... so grand
ki siao...

the whole restaurant looking at us

hope u enjoyed it~!
zzz.... hope u used ur birthday wish wisely too`!
lol

it's all about food....

2009-09-26T10:54:00.005+08:00

Penang Goody Foody... from top>left to right

~BakuTeH, OwrJian, KePwue (Chicken Skin), ChaKueDiao

~ChanLut, ChengFun, KoGua, DunoWatMee,

~DunoWatAmpangBalik, ChaKueDiao

~Satay, Lojak

thn las one of cos not food lar

gosh.. just cant stop eating in penang..

太棒了

thansks to

LiYen, Chiann, L.Hock, BengYou, C.Howe, Y.Wei, Chen, Qi, & C.Suang

for everything

hope to eat penang food again soon~! woho~!

Pasta ZanMai @ Midvalley

XXX (i duno how to read~!) @@
@Gardens... nice^^

NaNaNaNa NaNa Na
NaNaNa
Nice or Not?

lol.. so happening lately...
to everyone out there
stay healthy and happy always~! ^^

暗号-周杰伦

2009-09-23T12:57:00.004+08:00

很久很久以前的歌了~！

在"冰城" (penang) 跟朋友去唱K时，唱了这首歌。

在车里 "一路向北" (kl-penang)

和 "一路向南" (penang-kl)

也听到这首歌！

好有 FEEL 哦~！

想回了很多很多...

很有意义的歌~!

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪～

别管那是非~ 只要我们感觉对~

别离开身边~ 拥有你我的世界才能完美~

HARI RAYA

2009-09-20T11:19:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri to Everyone
Maaf Zahir & Batin
Semoga Enjoy Bercuti

enjoyed L4D last nite with frens
wohoo~!!! cant wait for the next L4D

going for a wedding function now
then down to penang for 2-3 days
and...
I NOT YET PACK ANYTHING~!!!!

gosh... time to go...
bye bye~! happy holiday~! ^^
"poooooooof~!"

2 Birthday Boy

2009-09-15T22:31:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MY DEAR BROTHER ED

& MY DEAR BABY BRYAN~!!! =)

haha... today is a very special day.

2 birthday boy in my family.....

my own bro & my sister's son

edward & bryan

one in singapore & one in bintulu

one pig & one dog

猪朋狗友

哈哈哈哈哈哈~！

too bad they are so far apart from me

hope both of u always doing fine

stay healthy, engtao, huahi, & miss me!!

omg... i really miss them~!!!!!

ok.. now i gona cincai blog..

movie with my aunt aunt n uncle

@pavillion

they still look so young..out with them

别人每次都以为他们是我的朋友

而不是我的aunty uncle

zzz....

so my aunt bought a cup of coffee into cinema
while watching "final destination"

quite dark inside the cinema

she add in two packet sugar into her coffee

then she tasted it

姨：咪，为什么我放了两包糖还是那么苦？？

我：你有放对吗？你是不是放了苦糖？？

姨："xiao" 啊~！那里有苦糖的？？

eh! 为什么这里沙沙的？

我 : 不知道，我用电话照看！

……

哈哈~难怪不会甜啦~！

my mom's sis and cousin
after pavillion..we go genting....

my aunty's pattern
天天笑个不停

cards...drink...& drink... &...violin...

VIOLIN??? omg... hahaha

4am in the morning.. my aunt take out my violin n play

wth???

fisrt...

there is a hand

then 2 hands

then 3 hands...

thn we are trying to make a star shape..

we fail??!@@???

omg.. three over 20 ppl fail to make a star!

so we make a love shape..

not bad huh?

zhiwen n me

*My Baby's 美腿

*My Cousin's new car

*Non-stop shopping.... muahaha~!!

*
*
na na na na na na na

this week busy busy

presentation+recital+function

~Touched~

2009-09-11T19:20:00.004+08:00

~Everytime We Touch~

by Cascada

I still hear your voice

when u sleep next to me

I still feel your touch in my dreams

Forgive me my weakness

but I don't know why

Without you it's hard to survive

Your arms are my castle

your heart is my sky

They wipe away tears that I cry

The good and the bad times

we've been through them all

You make me rise when i fall

<3<3

Cause everytime we touch

I get this feeling

And everytime we kiss

I swear I could fly

I need you by my side

Can't you feel my heart beat fast?

I want this to Last

Cause everytime we touch

I feel the Static

And everytime we Kiss

I reach for the sky

Can't you hear my heart beat so?

I can't let you go

I want you in my life

i m not a romantic type girl but i love this song. beautiful song. touched my heart everytime i listen to it over n over again for 3 years...it's just so sweet. it's like u feel lonely and you need somebody to be with. the lyrics-so perfect~! so meaningful~! imagine your love sing this for u. i will cry for it. i wish everyone out there can find your true love. it's hard to find a love that doesnt hurt . once u get hurt it is hard to cure/ you can find love everywhere, but u cant find true love the 2nd time. it takes time to find. but whn you u found it, just go for it. okay... i dono wat am i "loso" ing here.. thats all for now. good luck everyone^^

九久酒

2009-09-09T10:02:00.008+08:00

it's not rescue 999...

what so special about 999?

since last night i get forward msg about this special day

thanks everyone

we only get once in our lifetime for 09/09/09

it might be nothing really special

but it reminds me of what to appreciate

but actually.. we only get ONCE for everyday

Appreciate NOT only today, but everyday

because time never wait for us

Appreciate NOT only people you know

but appreciate everybody around you

because we never know what God's plan for tomorrow

不懂珍惜的人是最可恶的

"Everyone wants to be appreciated
so if you appreciate someone
Don't keep it a SECRET~!!!"

9... is a very naughty number..
past semester result.. mostly last digit is a 9
one more mark~! to ~70 or 80
lower my grade bacause of 9~!!!
grrrrrrrrr~! @@

心情

2009-09-06T19:35:00.006+08:00

人变了心言而无信
人断了情无谓伤心

我一直聆听
我闭上眼睛
不敢看你的表情

满天流星无穷无尽

我的眼泪察不干净

所以绝口不提，

所以暗自反省，

。

终於

我挣脱了爱情

。

把爱~

剪碎了随风吹向大海

。

有许多事

让泪水洗过才明白

。

天真如我

张开双手以为撑得住未来

而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃

。

把爱~

剪碎了随风吹向大海

。

越伤越深

越明白爱要放得开

。

是我不该

怎么我会卷着你卷成依赖

让浓情在转眼间成了伤害

。

我剪不碎旧日的动人情怀

你看不出来我的无奈

New Semester

2009-09-05T00:12:00.008+08:00

started new semester this week
everything is kindna in a mess
results out > YUCKS~!
but i m glad i passed all subjects..
lucky me..
i know i gona get "nek nek nek" frm my mom
when result slip post back hometown
well.. wish me luck ^^ pray hard

First day - started with violin lesson
GREAT~! for the first time i go for violin lesson so unprepared
@@wth@@
cos of mpyo camp n holiday mood
and i don't even know i missed my theory class
(cos i didn't check my timetable)
geng or not~? haha

JURY this sem~! omgomgomg
my teacher going to japan...
so i m not going to have violin lesson until oct
thats mean~!! 2 more lessons to my jury~!!!
T.T

Aural III ....
Miss leong again~!! OWH MAI...
i gona face her more than i face my own mom
(Miss Leong teach us Theory II n Aural II last sem)
Aural class tues to friday..T.T

thn CME coaching..under Mr Lee
gona play trio with TongKiat and Jessica this sem
kindna "mengelikan" this piece..
maybe cos we all sight reading..
Helping 2 seniors in cme too this sem

"use your first time wisely!" as what Winston said to me..
my gosh~! haha.~!
what he mean is try not to miss first week classes

my timetable

mon 10-12, 7-10
tues 10-1, 2-3, 4-6
wed 4-5
thurs 10-12, 4-5
fri 2-3

CACAT ho?
wed n fri gotta go sch just for one hour aural

Me, Lisa, Zhi wen & Winston went to DFP box office on wed
to buy tickets...
tzk tzk tzk tzk~!... soooo crowded~!
while waiting for our turn...
we went....for... ICE CREAM~!
wohoo ..~!

walk around klcc.. flash back moments we spend in klcc during camp
grrrrrrrrrrrhh i miss camp so much
end up. i missed another class... aural class on wed
lol~@@ don't care
tickets are more important
muahahaha~!

short semester always make ppl panic
fingers crossing.. hope everything goes smoothly
I wish everyone Good Luck in everything~!
God Bless~! ^^

a present from you-know-who, from you-know-where... tq tq~!

Mafia Days

2009-09-02T10:14:00.006+08:00

happy merdeka ~

2009-08-31T03:23:00.002+08:00

well. duno wat to post. its 3.30am now
just back from another hang out with mpyo gang
"farewell" for ket wei plus merdeka countdown
all the best to ket wei...

miss mpyo camp so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so MUCH
new semester lai liao
so sad.....
so i spend my whole sem break holiday in mpyo camp
not bad la.. stayed in real cool semi-apartment hotel for one week
everyday eat ho liao
buffet breakfast everyday
sleep on super suang bed
like piggy....
we enjoyed eating...
owh yea~.. we really do enjoy makan here and there
California pizza . Chili's . Sakae Sushi . bla bla bla
we watched movie... lame lame movies
both in cinema and in room
yiki's lame hamsap movie....yerrrr mengelikan~!
OWH MY...
haha. we always owh my"ing" here and there
mafia~! owh yea babe
mafia is really fun. lucky i brought my cards
cool game ~ everyone should try mafia
*zeng zeng*
heart attack with lisa which make me shouted like crazy witch
cooked SUPPER together
but no shopping this time.. lol.. amazing

OMG~! i really miss camp so much
happy time always !bye bye! fast
gotta back to reality..
uni life again....

thats all for my sem break
waiting for my results...
fingers crossing>.<

pon and zi

2009-08-22T00:56:00.004+08:00

it's just too cute and touching~!

my heart felt so warm

aiks>.<

kawaii mah?

bla bla~.~

~mpyo camp lai liao

~my leg terseliuh. so pain.

~new semester starts straight after camp

~no feel tio holiday mood yet

~wuuuuuu T.T

~tatazzz

(18SX) ROAD SIGN

2009-08-19T23:01:00.006+08:00

email from you-know-who-u-r

its too funny

caring is sharing mah right?

so 猪朋狗友

read it

wat are you waiting for

click it NOW !

DON'T DO THIS AT HOME~

lol^^

take care~

yeeepeeee~! ^^

2009-08-17T16:38:00.002+08:00

felt soooooooo released~
finished finals...
blogging at school library again...
sob..

Wat's next?

i supposed to have one week break b4 next sem starts
well. guess i don't
MPYO camp coming reaallllyyyyy soon
and i reeeeaaaallllyy scared cos haven't touch any piece yet...

anyway, i got to enjoy my 4 precious holiday day from now
plans coming up
~going over eli's house tonight @ kepong
~CC with frens on wed
~out for k k k k k after teaching on thurs
~shopping!
~game game game~!

yuhoo~

p/s~ stupiak Internet... pls recover soon

Happy birthday~!

2009-08-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Happy 29th bithday Dear sis~
got "gan dong" we all back for your birthday bo?
^^
love u so so much chey~
hope u enjoyed ur birthday

feel so good to be home
feel so warm with family
feel so blessed being sayang
feel so worried for not studying for final
feel so SAD to leave hometown tomorrow
feel so "Sheeeet" going back KL again
feel so excited for next week~!!^^

STUPIAK~!

2009-08-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

Super "gong" internet..
i cant online for many days liao..
wats your problem??? grrr...

just finished my music history final exam
do till headache!
cabut out early n online at library
bao li or not?
wohoo~ while my frens still in the super cold exam hall..
jia you la u all..

RANDOM UPDATES:~

*~had great concert night last tuesday!
thanks to Billy & YiiSoon for supporting me. really shocked.
THANKSSSS old fren~!!
(p/s: next time shout my name louder. xixi.)

*~i think i going to fail my aural. gg.

*~one more paper to go!! haha~!
but i in holiday mood already @@

*~SLEEPLESS for 4 days already..
panda + gold fish eyes "pop" out dy! help~!

*~flying back hometown tomorrow morning!
yes! hope i don't get H1N1 in the plane lar..
everyone pray or me la @@

*~back kl Sunday night
(wuliao or not?? i back 3days nia)

*~haven't started practising MPYO pieces..
die liao lar...

*~NEW HAND PHONE coming soon~ i love u~

that's all or now
everyone take care~! XD

# If You Think You can , You Can~! Don't Give Up~ #

Ay Aim Da Biu~!!

2009-08-09T20:48:00.005+08:00

A&W~!!!!!

few hundred years dint go a&w eat

(erm... actually i did eat the onion ring n the root beer flood last week... hehehehe)

float!!!!

cant stop its great test~!!

can u believe it???
me n lisa actually finished 20 packets of ketchup~!

太感人了~!

lisa talking to her mom..

ophs sorry i duno why u look so ugly in this pic

lisa looks pretty.u all know tat

while she bla bla"ing" with her mom

~*snap* *snap*~

me n my yummy~!!!

p/s

i miss you anakku^^

CME ~!!!

2009-08-06T16:44:00.006+08:00

finally it's over..
this whole week played 3 CME Assesment..
2 session = helping Seniors
both of them last semester in CME dy..
i hope i did my best helping them...

My own CME group is
*special combo set*
Violin + Flute + Piano
me + Yvoon+ Karen

special thanks t0
Karen and Yem Voon~!
and also DR. Lim
ALIGATO~!! haha

really enjoyed my cme this semester with both of u..
many fun things happened..
during cme coaching or practicing..
1. can u imagine??

we actually woke up at 7.30 for cme coaching?
2. u will only hear me n karen Laughing.... laugh out loud
because... yvoon laughter is ALWAYS in SILENT MODE~!
zut, 笑出来啦~ 会中内伤的呀～！
3. who always complaint hungry half way?? haha ME~!! ophs~
4. Always late for rehearsal = karen + (a little bit of me)
5. Tempo Stealer dominated to YEM VOON~! lol
6. most important we enjoyed~! agree with me??

say till sob sob dy...
cos i know after today we will 分手liao..(karen say de)
sad case...
one more thing... today FORGOT take pic together~!!
arhhhghhh~!!
we did well today~! no heart attack~! lol~!

take care everyone
FINAL COMING LIAO~!!
da jia + U + U + U + U ~!!!! =D

empty

2009-08-03T15:04:00.003+08:00

emptiness
do you feel the same way as i feel?
i wonder

Iban Shuffle ~

2009-08-01T00:03:00.007+08:00

a veliveli sweat video

当sarawakian iban... 遇见internet.....

TRADITIONAL DANCE go bye bye le.....

lol XD

aikz.....................................................>.<

P1 WimAx

deng....~

i know it's kindna mem-per-sia-soi-kan

sarawakian...

but isn't it FUNNY?????

hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah~!

i myself enjoyed it

can't stop laughing

GO GO SARAWAK~

that's all for now.

tataZ~

it's killing me~

2009-07-30T15:38:00.003+08:00

Back in school today...
for CME class
everything goes wrong
MY HAND...so numb
MY BRAIN...not functioning
MY BODY... so weak
MY MUSCLE...so tight
cant really play my violin...
I just feel soooo ...ARGHHH.... T.T
I just hate being so weak..

COMBO = nose block + fever + cough
great huh?
who want this combo? i give u for free..
can feel my lung is coming out soon

Performance at 1 utama tonight
hope i dont cough during performance
gtg prepare liao...
"pooooof~!"

hate it....

2009-07-28T14:24:00.001+08:00

cough...
fever...
headache...
害 me cant go school...
miss class again...
hate it....~!
damn hate it~
XIEN。。。。！

Don't Miss This~ ^^

2009-07-25T22:20:00.005+08:00

nice voice with nice song...

But It's not an ordinary song.... lol...XD

This song " F**k You" written by Lily Allen herself

its about former US President G.W.B (better not to say who)

How was it?? Nice??

From her latest Album

" Its Not Me, It's You"

Enjoy~!

失眠

2009-07-24T02:23:00.003+08:00

seriously

on bed "gun lao gun qu"
bao my comforter tight tight
还是不能睡？
steaming~! @@
took bath
on fan
listen to micheal buble..you're always on my mind
thn micheal jac's you're not alone. ben.
dreaming..
Still not sleepy?
kacau my aunt & cousin
paksa her talk to me so that i feel sleepy
she complain that i surely missing "someone" so cannot sleep
but...my mind is just kosong~!
i want to sleep~!
at the end... she fall asleep @@ ZZzzzz....
talking alone...
gg mini map a while
back to bed
off fan
on aircon
then off aircon
on fan.. (too cold)

my eyes...
still open SOOOOOOOOO wide~!~!
我快疯了~!

HAMI DAI CHI?~!?
(WATS THE PROBLEM???)

mailto:&@%5E(!*#%!&@(#&!^@*!@*!&(#
pili pala pili pala~

HISTORY QUIZ at 8am tomorrow...
5 hours to go only....
bo lat liao...

Sarawak laksa~ ^^

2009-07-21T20:26:00.006+08:00

Tuesday evening... hmmph

for a sudden, me and my aunt and my cousin

feels like laksa"ing"

its been 7 months..

yea 7 MONTHS i dint laksa~

can u imagine that??

you duno the pain of being separated from your favourite food....

ophs.. this is not sarawak laksa...

its just a stupid girl eating IKEA hot dog bun..

k la.. here goes the laksa...

eh? not laksa again

its baby "khu" ing one side

while we are cooking laksa

its not easy thou..

so many things to prepare

ma huan...

prawns...

the silky silky noodles for laksa

cousin fry egg..
cos she knows my egg kungfu very bad..

egg 丝

gg ness chicken drumstick

laksa "liao" bought from sarawak

cookcookcook with prawn punya "kak"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ladies and gentlemen...

(drum roll"ing"....)

MEMPERSEMBAHKAN

KL HOMEMADE SARAWAK LAKSA

@angkasa kondominium

block XX level XX no.XX

!!!!~~~~ TaDa ~~~!!!!

I feeeeeeeeeeel good~! oh yea~!

ok i got to admit..

its not 100% laksa "bi"

but got 70% liao...

ya ba da ba doooo~!!!! ^^

Imba"ness" of buddies...

2009-07-21T09:35:00.008+08:00

cool stuff happening lately...
EMO FASHION...
everytime i on my msn and click on

"BUDDY LIST"
this is what i get >>>

@@emo mimi ~ MiliMiM
@@emo (#) Yy (#) - emo road line (means emo 路线)
@@emoLoong : bla bla bla... emo not enough
@@emo... 阿飘(^)暴力事件
@@emo~ Ce$l@ Vie ~ CheEr$ ~
@@emo yann
@@emo Drew - emo Project, establishing
@@emoLoli - forced to emo borh
@@emo Ahnick
@@emo lvin
@@emo SilvEr Ray Jing W Chen

so... how everything started?
i'm not sure.. its like fashion...
one ppl start.... LAI LIAO....
liao liao ki siao follow.....
赢liao咯`!!!

emo ahtao>>>>>>>>>shuian , maybe?
(ask ppl put emo la wui... lol~! got format somemore)
emo designer >>>>>> emoDrew
(free design~! whoever wan emo pic send him now~!)
emo best actor>>>>>>emoloong aka dota king

emo best-Quote >>>> emoYy
(anthing oso can relate to "emo"nees)
emo best supporter>> emo yann
(so far away oso can emo wit us)
emo best Dc king>>>> lachel...

(haha~!)

so.....who is the emo king???

P/S

1. xy n xian.. where u ? dun kak kak ku lei~
2. MISS YOU ALL

3. TAKE CARE~! XD

4. TATAZ~

It's been a week....

2009-07-13T23:12:00.006+08:00

ggness endless cough~
can anyone tell me...
how to stop *cough* *cough* *cough*~~~~~~~
T.T
i drink many many many many many many many water
nge nge DRINK
i didn't eat hot spicy fried stuff...
finish doctor's ubat already...
i TRY to sleep early...
but On n Off bed hundred times becos of the stupid cough
now my chest pain liao..
how m i going to have my vocal lesson tomorrow...~ @@
^!3!!^%*%#!@
ok cool down...
i m blessed i dint kena H1N1...

生病

2009-07-08T16:43:00.005+08:00

又生病“ing”了

咳嗽又发烧又头痛
咳出来的“糖”还带着血。。
很难入睡。。
睡了又会咳醒。。

好累。。。
好想家。。。
好想有人照顾。。
好想有人关心。。

回想起在家生病。。
即使有多难受。。
有妈咪帮我拿药和水。。
有妈咪煮粥给我。。

这是什么心情？
自己一个人在外地的时候。。。
生病真的。。
不好受。。！

朋友们。。不要像我一样生病啦~！

大家 take care lu..~! XD

Bye bye...@@MJ

2009-06-26T12:43:00.010+08:00

this morning when i go for makan with Lisa in Uni
oh my... GGness
CNN news report ~
Micheal Jackson Dead
That's sad..
died early morning after suffering a suspected heart attack
..and he is only 50!
so our legendary King of Pop passed away...
raise in peace@@...

just last night..
listening to "Heal The World" by MJ...
(i know... its kindna old fashion song.. but its so meaningful)

So this is life...
unexpected or unsuspected things keeps happen everyday
happy or sad..
sweet or sour...
good or bad...
lucky or unlucky...
hate it or love it...

人生有几个十年？？
最重要要活得痛快！！！

This is so true...
how many more 10 years we can enjoy our life?
eg. MJ only get 5 ten years ...
what about me? 6 7 8?

No matter what..
we have to appreciate every single moment...
appreciate our papa n mama, family, Buddies, teachers, Friends,
appreciate ppl u care for, ppl who cares u,
ppl u like.. ppl u r happy with.. ppl who r important in your life..
everyBody...
Enjoy happy moments.. Sweet moment...
special moments~!
ABK super special single moment! (added in by request) lol ,,,
So we have no regrets..

Everyone wants to be appreciated,
so if you appreciates someone,
don't keep it a secret....

because when you really lost somebody ...
u can't even get a chance to even say "bye"...
and it's not as simple as just " i miss you"...

P/S : take care everyone~! XD

Only Human

2009-06-20T21:44:00.009+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG

this song just warms my heart

at the same time makes my cry...@@

before i found the meaning of the lyrics

i thought it is a love song

but then...

it's totally different from what i feel...

something to share with everyone

the meaning of [Only Human] by K

from 1 Litre of Tears

On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called smile

Finally we arrived,
but what we're waiting for?

The purpose is not to run away,
It's to chase after dreams.
We should have gone out to travel
on that summer day so long ago

If we find it tomorrow
we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a Miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails
his tears glitter and fall

Even if we're grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
Just go forward, just a little further

Even tomorrow, if you see it
Though there isn't a sigh either
Like a ship going against the current flow
Right now, Go forward, Move ahead

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
although it brings only darkness
A strong and powerful light
helps push us to walk on...

P/S :
Watch " 1 litre of Tears" ,
and there's absolutely no way you won't appreciate your life more...
get the meaning?
HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE~! ^^

ggggrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh........>.<

2009-06-18T18:10:00.005+08:00

shh~~...
i m typing this while my student is doing her theory..
hahahah~ shhh~~
i guess she is too young to know wat is blogging...
super super xieeennnn~
all student still in holiday mood kah?
bo lat bo lat one...!!!

ok back to the "ggrrrrhhhh" thingy..
the taxi driver loh~
that 老uncle ask so many question
whn he drive me to this music school just now
真的是kepo到~~~~~@@晕！
so old dy , whole head white white dio still got energy ask oh~?

<"short" version>

kepo : Girl, you teach at the music centre ah?
me : ya
kepo : wow~ thn wat u teach?
(bla bla bla bla~almost 5 minutes)
me : [keep smiling with a little bu nai fan, cos i m sticky n sweating ,too hot]
[his aircon cacat eh... wu aircon kana bo aircon eh]
kepo : so u not local ?
me : no, from sarawak.
kepo : NO WONDER LAH.. u look different.. last time i got a girlfren also from sarawak.
me : oooo...
[@@ si ahh?? so..??who cares??.. so?? drive faster la! i almost late dy]
kepo : so u r not chinese??
me : huh?? [ eyes open big big~! O.O]
kepo : owh~! u r chinese ah?
me : OF COZZZ......i don't look like chinese?
kepo : no la, ( keke one) ( thn he laugh) so how old are u ?
me : erm , uncle later u have to turn left after the traffic light ya.
[ trying to avoid his Q]
[thn he continue his topic.. wat the???]
kepo : i thk... u are 18 or 19?
me : [ @@guess wat i answer... ] ....(am chio!!)
[well.. at least i m happy with this]

thn continue non stop until i pay him money...

this is not the first time dy..

aiyayayayai...
laddies and gentlemen...
我是华人！ok...
TEOCHEW NANG~!!
潮洲 mix 福洲 leh~!

music history quiz tomorrow...8am@@
have to teach till 10pm..
T.T
everyone good luck~~ jia you~~~

Happy birthday~ to 伟石腾麦可老

2009-06-16T22:38:00.005+08:00

lol... Winston~

u got ur Chinese version name liao...

Hope u enjoyed ur happy 20th lah yea..

with 3 hours of MUSIC HISTORY class

listening to Messe de Notre Dame

instead of birthday song... lol

do u feel 幸福 leh?

last nite after orchestra rehearsal

whole bunch of orchestra ppl + karen n beatrice

yam cha with u

toady another round..

THAI FOOD~!! lol

which i shouldn't even touch..cos i m still sick

but... I DUN CARE~!! lol...

so after class

zhiwen, lisa, me, winston, beatrice, yvoon

go for thai food~!!! hehhehhheh

supppperr dupperr nice

牛肉

傻婆

沙婆

as in 沙劳越婆

me and beatrice

tom yam.....and otak otak

ok... dun play play liao..

theory mid term tomorrow....

arghh... time to pia cek~!

good luck everyone~!!!

something interesting happened in msn...

lol... thanks to ****

i learned my anakku lesson ^^

sick...

2009-06-15T21:49:00.003+08:00

sick again

more serious than before

arrghhhhhh~!!!!

T.T

feel empty.....

Lonely day...

2009-06-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

Such a lonely day...
it's A day that i can't stand..
I know more of these days will come...
but i will try my best to go on...

My Pa & Ma came last Wednesday and gave me a big surprise~!!
My Brother came all the way down from Singapore to meet us...
i dint get to see them since CNY..
i dunno when will be our next Family reunion..
how long could that be???
in few years time again??
anyway...
Thanks pa ma for staying back in kl this week~!! ^^
but they went back hometown today...
I felt very guilty seeing both of them so old dy...
live alone without any of us(me, bro & sis) taking care of them..
and i dint get holiday to go back hometown this year
because of camp n bla bla bla...
Pa Ma.. must take care always yea...
love u both always...

watched astro...
funny movie...
wanted to laugh out loud..
but it's too wired laughing alone...

my handphone...
switched to silent mode by it's own...
without me touching it...

Mid-term exam coming....
lots to follow up as i missed too many classes...lol..
stress coming liao...si liao...
so i must gao gao tak cek liao...Pia CEK~!!
(say only...very lazy me..)

Dedication for all of You

2009-06-13T23:00:00.010+08:00

For u who cares about me..

and for all of u who i care for........

MUST READ THIS~!!! ^^

Friends Forever
by Vitamin C

edited by Me

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 21
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These Memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that day back in years
I didn't know much about true friend
But it pass by too soon
And there was me and you
And we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

So if we get the big Jobs
And we make the Big Money
When we look back now
Will our jokes be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
I keep, keep thinking that it's not Goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Will we thinking about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess i Though that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when We leave this town?

And This is how it feels...

As We go on.....

We'll remember

All the times we Had together

And as our Lives change

From whatever

We will still be

FRIENDS FOREVER

Memories...

2009-06-12T23:17:00.009+08:00

we will still be freinds forever....

Damai trip^^

2009-06-11T15:31:00.008+08:00

long time ago....

lol... xy is trying so hard...

to reach loong's height
emo emo....

fashion show...

bluek~! ^^

hu hu~!

now standard drop dy...

龙 ! act cute huh??

never seen u act cute whn u dota...lol

should try one day..

i don't remember what we are trying to do to Xian..

tiok stun

guys..

i wonder if you still can do this @@

STEAMBOAT~!! in hotel room.. lol

how we did that??

we are using cups to eat some more~!!!

was that me in curly hair?

days went by like papers in the wind...

Everything in the world changed...

and changed again....

But one thing never changed in my heart....

It's hard to find a true friend in your life...

so...

Hold a true Friend with both your hands...

more old pics coming soon~! ^^

Flashback~!

2009-06-10T18:54:00.002+08:00

muahahaha~!! i just cant stop laughing

HEY~!! who pull my hair?? lol....

CKB~!!
CIKGU SUTINAH~!! we miss u~!!
that's us in uniform..
i guesssssss
everyone miss our old time..????
we are always 最吵的一班。
三年二班 ROCKSSS~!!

Xian!!?? song boh??
our "ka" like that let u sleep on.. lucky u 最轻!
na bo...
CKB.. "moles"ting PCK n stanley...

perasan... picture...
自恋病又来了。。。

i like this pic...

Ivan so kolian...

yorrrrr..... i really misssssssssssssss u all lah...

when we can Rule the school...

i'm back~!

2009-06-09T22:05:00.008+08:00

harlow everyone~

Just back from MpYo camp.. glad to meet back frens and hang out together...

but happy time just phhewew~!! so fast over dy~!!!

Back in Uni....

SO LOST back IN SCHOOL after one week camp

Hmmph... sad thing happened to me again..

eventhough i get through the audition... but i still cant go ?

!#$^%&$$%^*(^$%!$%^#$&#$%$^

thats right.....
I AM NOT GOING KOREA ANYMORE~!!!

so how sad m i..... 100%%%%%%% sadddddddddd....

ARGHHHhhhhGHhhGHgh~~!!!

long story behind that...its all becos of *****

(ask me if u want to know more)

ok... back to happy memories....

i really enjoyed the camp.

haha.. we even making fun with Beethoven

qu na li~ diu na li~ lol~!

thank you~! to u know who

jessica me and lisa

For chel~! thank you for the dedication...

i love you always

LOL ^^

2009-04-30T01:05:00.008+08:00

me and lisa

competing nose hole

old times... haha~

ding dang chocolate

found this shop at one of the Singapore mall

Pie kia??? pai kia??

if u can speak hokien... u know what i mean..

its a bit blur. but i think u can still read it.

i found it in the library

"PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH ME"

"I AM ONLY A BOOK"

erm wHat??? CHAM CHAM??
haha.. Purely MalaYsian punya EngLish...
i took this from a famous donut shop in Mid Valley...

okay. this is nothing to laugh out for
but this is my favorite HONEY DEW TAU FU FA~!!!
strongly recommended ~!!! ^^

happy birthday ^^

2009-04-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to You
Happy birthday to you
happy brithday to Xian 哥
happy ....
brithday to you!! ^^

Unlucky

2009-04-25T19:05:00.002+08:00

Dont know what happened to me..

unlucky things keep happen

one minute missed exam. one minute lost my wallet.

one minute bad luck come..

I really learned my lesson...

all i can wish is 雨过天晴

like what yvoon tell me

Dear God.

i pray for strenght and wisdom to go on

give thanks in everything

shit shit .... how can this happen to me???

2009-04-23T19:18:00.004+08:00

i dint sleep whole night pia cek..
go to school early morning...
then i miss my exam??? cos i see the wrong time...final exam somemore???
now wat?? retake??? i m died...
so sweeeeerrrrr.......arghhhh~!!!!
@@tomorrow night concert in upm...
No Mood~!!! @@

i m back^^

2009-04-20T15:19:00.004+08:00

pheww.. just get back from singapore..

after i finished my final..

but one more to go this coming thursday,... psychology paper@@ zzzzzz...

hapeeeee cos can meet my dear brother ( long time no see)..

1st time in singapore ..

same also to lisa..

i never know singapore's weather

so so so so..... sososososoo... SOSOSOSO...

hot hot hot HOT~!!!

just walk 3 or 4 steps out the hotel already sweat like u just get out from swimming pool... lol ~!

anyway.. i get to repair my violin, get a andrea bang rosin ( yeepee ^^),

visit here and there..

night safari...

sentosa island...

eat japanese buffet... all u can eat~!!

went to my teacher's church..

and bla bla bla...

All in just 3 days 2 night...

well.. i will update my pictures soon ^^

take care everyone~ ^^

Busy...Busy...

2009-04-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

busy
Busy
BUsy
BUSy
BUSY~!
busy with orchestra concert thing...
buzzzy with psycho project...
bussssssy with revisions...
busy with CME assessment..
busssi with finals...
lots of final...coming in 1 week time..
my heart getting more and more heavy...
busy busy with personal problems..
busy with unwanted problems
busy Dota"ing"...(just to release my stress)
buzzzi with JuRY !
next tuesday .. @@ argh...

I hope everything come and go quickly..
My hp is getting more and more less...
well. 加油everyone~!!!!!!! huhu~

WISH Everyone GOOD LUCK XD
Take care Everyone~! ^^
May God Bless Everyone

STOP HURTING ME~!!!!

2009-04-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

to u know who...
from today onwards i wont ask anything anymore form u??
fine la~! so what so big deal?

go do watever u like..
go find whoever u happy to talk with

What Happened to me????

2009-03-31T00:37:00.008+08:00

not today... yesterday (sunday)

i walk to work this morning 8.30am.. already
feel a bit dizzy because not enough sleep..
then afternoon go to sungai wang meet ahTim n his gf... walk walk walk...

then rush back home help uncle do editing books..
reach home~ guess wat???
i lost my printer cabel..
suai lor.. i need to go mid valley buy a cabel...

at mid valley after buy cabel...
waiting for lift get ready to go back... thn ...
ding dong~!!
i remembered my aunty ask me help her buy her hp headset...
in my head i keep repeating " stupid me stupid me stupid me..."
thn i run out find again.. find find find..find find find..
from top level til bottom...
yuan lai.. hp shop is at LG...
from LG i walk up using stairs to level 3 carpark@@

its ok.. cause i found something i like @ puzzle shop~!! i will buy it someday sometime..

nice right? its kind of 3d puzzle..

THEN~~~ NOW i forgot where did i park my car~~!!!
this never happen to me de loh~!!!
i walked in the "oven" carpark for half n hour!!
grrrhhhhh then i found my car... my leg pain tiiilllllll... speechless~!@@

drive back to the stupid ANGKASA condominium lift ROSAK~!!!
tu tut tut~~ walk up stairs for + - 16 levels... after
that i take out my laptop .. with the cabel..
"TOOOOPPPPP"~!!! the hardest part of the cabel( i dunno how to explain which part)
FALL on my TOE~!!!

my toe pain until my tears came out...>< @@ to stop my "cryness.".. i bite my own lip !!!! bleeding somemore~!!! ouch ouch ouch~!

花海 Jay Chou

2009-03-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰的爱
天弥漫爱却更喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来
我在等待重来天空仍灿烂
她爱着大海情歌被打败
爱已不存在

☆为了这份爱我愿意重新等待。。

one of my favorite song..

Buddies =36% of my heart

2009-03-27T23:37:00.014+08:00

lol... each of them more or less 4% of my heart... haha.. so little?
well.. its not little lor~!!!
add together 36% liao...

we in old classroom. my buddies
(i duno where is tay n tay^^)
ponteng ^^

flash back of happy memories we had together

huhu~

everything started when we were in 三年二班 few years ago...
actually we are classmates since form 1.. our class is 1 & 2 Merah
( ang ang bo hai lang - red red no harm ppl )
but during 3A2,... lai liao..

our relationship getting more and more chim(deep)...
we are like brothers and sisters
虽然 form 4 and 5 we are in diff classes..
we are still very very close..we gather once we have free time.

or no free time osos must see each other baru "song"..^^

they are all special friend of mine… each of them have special kind of friendship with me.. I love them all

We used to hang out along in school and outside school.. everywhere we go.. we go together..

~Breakfast time lunch time break time dinner time supper time..sss....

~Study together gather ( library.. home... school.. cc...)

~Play Game .. what game? Many games = Dota, DoTa, dota, dan DOTA….lol..children game oso got

~Play basketball, bowling, arcade, badminton, Bicycle etc.. together

~”WET” swim and “DRY” swim together~!!! (any idea whats that mean? Lol )

~ PakTo”ing” or lepak "ing" at everywhere together

~Karaoke & watch mv

~celebrate all kinds of festival together... can even share bday cake... lol

~Sleep together … ZZzzzz@@

~and many many more sweet, sad, happy, strange memories…..

where am i ?? grhhhh
my birthday celebration
(first time with all of them..errrmmmuahzzz tq~!)
taken when we lepak lepak @ 马中
From Left : Top ~ Nic & Loong & YY
Mid ~ Shiuan & Chel & Me & Xian & Kp
Bottom : Tay & Xy
(Lol..sounds like dota lane for me.. top mid bottom..)

NIC~the U.K (Underwear King) lol.. or Un Ka...sometimes the Blur King

LOONG~most "fit" guy ..Dota King? haha.. and sleeps in silent mode during lecture..@@

YY..~ huhu! my 10yrs++ old buddy^^ since primary sch.. he talks really blur..

talk like samseng...and likes to give ppl 20sen!! lol^^

Shiuan~our大姐大! (she will faint if she hit ppl..shh...)

Chel~ innocent one..

me?? erm just soso...

Xian~大哥.. even thou his size very small
Kp~ yorrr.. he always give cold cold stuff

A.K.A 翻车王 ( any car oso can "peng", bike la.. moto lar.. car la..)

TAY~ the most GIRL among the girls.. lol

XY??? lol.. speechless.. haha.. tomato@@

3 Girls + 7 Boys...
thats our combination of buddies ++++ a lot more buddies
for those i din't mention... not mean u not my buddy yea.. ^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I thank God for letting them be part of my life...
i Thank them for letting me be part of their life...
and i thank them for sharing their "youth" with me..
i "lub" all of you...

p/s : even thou we are now far apart... hope we still stay close in heart T.T keep in touch and pls take very good care of urself yea.. tataz~! ^^

well... they are Another reason why "you're not alone".......

40% of my My Heart.....

2009-03-26T23:59:00.020+08:00

laddies and gentlemen 们。。。欢迎。。。。 well...
c wats in my heart......

40% of my heart is for my 家人...

20% for my pa n ma....

15% for my chey chey n koko n 姐夫...

in the pic -> my dad, bro, bro in-law in green, mommy, sister... little bryan..(see what is he doing in the pic?) lol...like a soldier@@ he always like to do funny action..

5% for my beloved bryan.. (i called him JJ.. not the singer JJ la.. cos his chinese name is Jun Jie..or ah yan.. or stupid..lol )

haha.. he tot firework = bomb....

i LOVE them.. i duno what can i do without them..
even thou we are all so far apart since i was 13 years old.. (becos i m the youngest n my bro n sis r much older thn me)

sis went to study @ college.. dad go to work overseas.. brother go to johor utm tak cek.. thn sis kahwin ki.. thn koko go work in singapore.....left me home alone for so many years... @@

now i @ kl study ki.. we miss out so many celebrations together.. even new year also ...erm...@@ my parents seldom see me perform too.. like MPYO or watever performance.. saw other fren's family came to support .. aiks..><.. mai Kong Liao la.. later i emo emo..sim tia.. wahaha...

WALAU BAGAIMANA PUN... nothg can pull us apart... weeee....^^

lol... this is when my family do something crazy...
my pa & ma sit on byran's little "pupu" car
and go arnd the houz say wad next time go toilet not need walk~!!!
wahliu.. make me laugh whole night ^^

inspired by my brother to do this action
too boring in salon..
u never wan to know wats ur "batok" feeling after 6 hours sitting

well... i miss them...T.T

I pray for their healthness and happiness.. each and everyone of them..

~To pa ma..(if u happened to see this... teach u one day^^..) i love u both.. sorry i cant "pei" u all the time n i m so "into my own world" for sometimes n always "zhao fan"... n always dun wan to "tak cek"..na bo jin pek cek.. but i really lucky to hav such a gud parents..pls take k always... ermmuaksss~!

whats another 60% of my heart?? wahaha...
to be continue la

UnPredictable Day~!!!!!

2009-03-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

me n rubikkkk

see wat happen to my eye if i don;t sleep well

zhiwen and me

Me and karen just saw somethg very disgusting~!!!!
we shouted together in SAME PITCH somemore~!!! hahahaha

Unpredictable day? why? well..
1. i FINALLY fixed my Rubik cube (after 2 days non stop) for the 1st time in my life~ 1.29am in da morning~! but very slowly la.. its the hardest thing i ever did... haiz...
2. of cos its my Dear Zhi Wen birthday!!!
3. dint do my aural assignment.. left my tupperware bottle at library... have"someone special" visit lagi... swwwuueeeee,,,,, @@
4. and PSYCHOLOGY PAPER WORK ~!!!
make me gggrrhrrhhhhh... i went to sch wit my laptop to sch today... walk to sch somemore~!! @@ just to "rush" my assignment.. did during break, during lunch, during free time in library and skip class... thn go print..!! tot very happy can pass up dy.... MANA TAU~!! TEACHER dint turn up!!!!cannot pass up~!! arghhhh... then me and lisa suku suku walk home.....once reach home Annjil called me and say ey Amy.. need to pass up the assignment at teacher's office oh~!!! WahLiiu~ thn i drive to sch like mad cow cos need pass up b4 4pm and its 3.53pm! @@ grhh....
5. ENCOUNTER @ DFP.... thn i have rush to get ready to klcc..... but at least i enjoyed the performance~~ bravo!^^ and get to meet my mpyo frens..^^
6. 无家可归 _ since mpyo camp til now..
7. heheh... paiseh to say... 1st time write blog neh...^^ xixixxi

k la... i thk i LOSO too much liao gua... (ppl first time blog wad.....) haha wish everyone happy happy ... tomorrow will be better than today....(hope so)

next time ka explain wat to do with you're not alone....